tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50672363750661638752024-03-13T10:43:20.143-07:00Passing AfternoonsLu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.comBlogger167125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-44113467964950609202013-06-22T07:36:00.002-07:002013-06-22T07:36:34.623-07:00<br />
You´re so easily deceived... How can you take home what I threw away?<br />
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Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-37497237632080698182013-06-22T07:35:00.002-07:002013-06-22T07:35:29.112-07:00Guilt<div align="justify">
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Guilt is a teerible feeling: it hunts its carrier and hits him until he feels like he cannot move anymore...</div>
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I know what guilt is, so do not think that I do not know what is going on and do not say that I do not how you are feeling.</div>
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What bothers me the most, is that you wanted it, you were dying to get it —and I gave it to you —but now that you had it, you feel guilty. And you may not notice, but you blame it all on me. You punish me, you walk away and you stay in silence as if nothing as ever happened.</div>
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Why am I to pay for your faults? I already have <b>my</b> guilt to deal with...</div>
Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-3787095949904597142013-04-01T14:15:00.003-07:002013-04-01T14:15:45.796-07:00Countdown<div>
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And then it comes that moment when you are all alone looking through the window and just thinking about how lucky you feel for founding someone special, how blessed you were because they crossed your way. Or you may be in the middle of a crowd, crossing the street or among friends and still your mind wanders and floats to where that person is.</div>
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So your heart is filled with joy and passion and thankfulness. You need to share that, you must let that person know that you´re about to explode. You call them or send a message or take a taxi right to their office, but they´re immersed in the daily life or thinking about something else. They just happen to be in a different mood than yours.It is not that they don´t love you back or as much as you love them, you just picked the worst moment of all to show your fondness. And though you acknowledge this, your heart sinks a little.</div>
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I have thought about this a lot lately. It is like I´m always hungry of endorphins and warmness. Maybe I have read too many books or maybe I just refuse to believe that you cannot feel in love forever.</div>
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I think love has many faces and colors that you can learn to feel and distinguish as the day goes by if you only take enough time to find them. Even when you´re mad or busy, there is always a hint of love: even if it tastes bitter or if it feels like a deep passive feeling very similar to boredom. And it can be expressed. </div>
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It is not possible to shut it down or leave it home when we go out to work or for a walk. It is not a mask you can take off whenerver you feel like doing so. It <b style="font-style: italic;">never </b>goes away. It changes and turns and may almost become invisible during the day, during your lifetime. Sometimes I forget about this myself and stop responding to its call.</div>
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I won´t let it slip away. I can´t allow myself to forget how to recognize love. I won´t let myself give up (and I hope you won´t either).</div>
Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-45914169444833339842012-01-03T12:38:00.000-08:002012-01-03T12:38:03.573-08:00A changeHello, I want to thank each one of you, my readers, for being there for me and helping me become a better writer. I learnt a lot from you and my mind is now full of your beautiful poems and stories. But, you see, right now I´m in a very difficult time in my life where I feel like I need to do different things, expand my horizons and explore my capacities. I am studying hispanic literature right now and since my native language is Spanish, I would like to explore my writing on that field. I am not planning to quit on this blog or to close it because it contains the evidence of a very important stage in my life. I will come back sooner or later.<div align="justify">
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Thank you all, really. Specially I want to thank all <a href="http://promisingpoetsparkinglot.blogspot.com/">Poetry Palace</a> staff for being there for me during Thursday Rally and introducing me to so many other wonderful artists. Till later.</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-36380337520980657582011-11-22T15:53:00.001-08:002011-11-22T15:56:42.049-08:00I am thankfulI am thankful for his smile, for his eyes, for his hands.<div align="justify">
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I am thankful for the marks he has left inside my heart, for the colors he brought into my life, for the way he makes me see life, for the way I see myself through his eyes.</div>
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I am thankful, most of all, even if he could never be near me, because he breathes, because his heart beats, because he exists... His existence makes this world a brighter place to live in. </div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-85827555435424903372011-10-12T20:06:00.001-07:002011-10-12T20:29:56.354-07:00Woman<div dir="ltr">
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Cold.<br />
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Alone in the immense black hole which they call "growing up."<br />
In need of physical affection,<br />
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I gladly accept the award. Please visit <a href="http://promisingpoetsparkinglot.blogspot.com/">Poetry Palace</a>.<br />
I´d like to nominate <a href="http://sweeterpoetry.blogspot.com/">Dulce</a>.</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-26490503982207557672011-10-05T18:36:00.000-07:002012-09-18T17:05:17.939-07:00I do not.<div align="justify">
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I dont like you.</div>
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<em>Taking part in </em><a href="http://promisingpoetsparkinglot.blogspot.com/"><em>Thursday Poets Rally</em></a></div>
Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-20438073975374096152011-09-24T16:54:00.001-07:002011-09-24T22:09:49.071-07:00Sister<div dir="ltr">
Suddenly the feeling invaded Alice. She felt that she knew her better than she did herself.<br />
"Can I keep it?" she had asked.<br />
"No" Alice replied.<br />
"Ok, then I wont go"<br />
Her answer shocked her. Alice would have expected her to kick and scream, to damn her for ruining her night, and yet she didnt. She said "Ok" so carelessly...<br />
So Alice started to feel wrong about herself. It was like her sister knew exactly what to say to make her feel awkward about it.<br />
"I wont change my mind" Alice thought. But as each minute passed by, she felt worse and worse.<br />
At the end it meant that she was not as selfish as she thought she was, she didnt want to ruin her sister´s night, did she?<br />
"Ok, go ahead. Keep it just for tonight."</div>
Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-18764327383715408472011-09-20T20:37:00.000-07:002011-09-20T20:39:45.446-07:00This house<div dir='ltr'><br>The walls are pink and white.<br>The piano is on that corner and over it, the masks stare.<br>Two bookshelves: Isabel Allende and Chopin.<br>The tic-toc sound.<br>"Le huitieme jour", "Trainspotting", "Les Choristes", "Nosferatu."<br>The freckled doll, Picasso, the Bible...<br><br>Nothing smells of you. Everything smells of me. <br>I know these objects. They are part of me.<br><br>This diminute world contained behind this door is mine. It should remind me of myself. I should be thinking of my childhood, and yet, every single time I step into this house, the only thing I can think about is you...<br> </div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-37786751196609553662011-09-20T15:04:00.000-07:002011-09-24T09:27:16.980-07:00A man.<div align="justify">
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People is waiting. She knows she needs to be fast. They are all waiting for her to choose the epitaph that is to be written in his grave.</div>
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She feels the pressure on her. What if she is mistaken? What if what she decides to write is not what he would have wanted to be written in his eternal mud bed?</div>
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But who would care after all? He was dead. Maybe in twenty years nobody would ever remember him and nobody would care about reading his epitaph, right?</div>
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Years before they even got married, he had told her that in case he died before her, he wanted her to write his favorite Albert Einstein quote on his grave: "The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources".</div>
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Now that he was dead, she remembered that talk. She would have written that quote with no much more trouble, but then she recalled hearing him say : "You know Im crazy, but I always mean what I say. When that moment arrives (if it does) just remember that you know me better than I know myself, you will know what to do". So now she was deliberating whether he really wanted her to write that quote or if he had meant something more.</div>
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She whispered words of hate trying to make the feeling go away. She wanted to let go and move on as fast as possible. She just needed to tell them which epitaph would be written on her husband´s grave but she just could not do it.</div>
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That was the answer! She loved him.</div>
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She said to herself that she had loved him since the first time she saw him and it was not a cliché for her to say that, it had actually been real! She had loved every inch of him, every inch of skin, every inch of soul... And nobody else would understand it, nobody but her and him.</div>
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Welcome to the world of broken hopes. She had everything done and surrounded herself with things and people she loved. She draw the path to her future... but she made a mistake, a mistake that will not erase the stuff around her but will certainly ruin all of her plans and she no longer has ink to draw another one. <br />
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She has to step up in front of everybody and tell the truth: "I´m..."<br />
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</div><div>"You keep on surprising me" I said to you as you held my hand.<br />
We were there, together and just breathing. We needed nothing else but to know that we were next to each other and that our friendship was being blessed by God.</div><div>We stayed quiet for a long, long time... I felt the air playing around with my hair and I felt your presence next to me, then I thought as I looked at the trees around us that I was happy, probably happier than I had ever been before and I knew that it could not be more perfect than this: me on my 18th birthday at a beautiful place in a wonderful time of my life, eating delicious food, under an amazing sky, being near the Almighty God and sitting next to an extraordinary man...</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-4697038293163787802011-06-11T12:45:00.000-07:002011-06-11T12:45:45.514-07:00Disappointment<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
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</div><div><i>Disappointment</i> is the most common thing in life. </div><div>They tell you to dream and it is ok. But sometimes dreams are not possible, you have to take that and go on trying to save the rest of your dreams -the ones that may still be possible.<br />
I´ll be fine, nothing´s wrong. Please believe me.</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-81740149670365276802011-06-07T15:35:00.000-07:002011-06-07T15:40:03.293-07:00Now you know...<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
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</div><div>I had a dream last night. I was in that place we both know so well and I was walking fast. Lots of people passing me by and walking on a different direction. I felt like I had been walking for days and days following something my heart needed for beating.<br />
Suddenly, I recognized your sweet smell and I raised my head to look out for you. There you were and you had stopped. I started to walk towards you and just before I reached you, you started running.<br />
Only then I realized I had been following you since the beginning, it was you who I was chasing.<br />
I turned my head and saw faces staring at me and I must confess I felt ashamed.<br />
"What am I doing" I said.I turned away and started walking... "I am not used to this"<br />
When you were far enough, I stopped and cried out loud hoping you could hear me: "I observe, I don´t chase!"</div><div><br />
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She had forgotten how much she hated when somebody says that <i>everything happens for a reson.</i> She knew it, I mean, who doesn`t? It was just that she hated how it sounded, she hated how those words could never make her feel better -or at least less guilty and scared.</div><div>She took the subway. For the first time in her life, the eyes that were looking at her didn`t bug her at all, her mind was so far away that she almost missed her stop.When she went down, a warm tear ran down her face. That´s how she realized she had been crying all the way home. </div><div>An old woman looked at her with pity while a little boy stared at her and asked her mom why was<i> that lady </i>crying.</div><div>She took the stairs to exit and before the sunlight could reach her skin she sighed out loud. It was the saddest sigh nobody had ever heard. The world seemed to stop around her while she kept climbing the stairs, then the light stroke her face and the truth in her eyes was revealed for all to see: she was sorry.<br />
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Taking part in <a href="http://thursdaypoetsrallypoetry.blogspot.com/2011/06/agreement-for-thursday-poets-rally-45.html">Thursday Poets Rally</a></div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-66772371340588535572011-05-30T13:35:00.000-07:002011-05-30T13:35:07.349-07:00Hurt.<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
</div><div>Every single inch of my skin hurts.</div><div>I am such a fool... </div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-63651297755710356532011-05-28T18:43:00.000-07:002011-05-28T18:43:43.869-07:00Picnic.<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
</div><div>Tall trees, pure air.</div><div>I looked at the sky, I am wrong, I know nothing. I wish I knew how...</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-32454477851607693232011-05-27T16:58:00.000-07:002011-05-28T18:36:17.402-07:00Fatal play.<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
</div><div>She stood in front of the mirror, looked at her frickled, pretty face and laughed. She stared at every single inch of her and counted the moles on her arms: "Eight" she said as she walked away.</div><div>Arlenne went to the kitchen and ate a piece of cake: "Two pieces left". Then she went to the bathroom and counted the spots on the blue tile and after that she counted the number of coins that were over the living room´s table.</div><div><br />
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</div><div>For the first time in a lot of time, Arlenne had made a mistake she couldn´t write about. She thought of calling her sister, of calling her best friend, of calling her mother, of calling her aunt, of calling his boss, of calling<i> him, </i>but she didn´t. Her life had changed so much during the last few months that suddenly every single important thing in her life was connected to each person she cared about. She couldn´t say it, they would hate her!</div><div><br />
</div><div>That night Arlenne cried and cried and died. They said it was suicide, but I know that she died from fear and sadness, because for the first time in her life, she made a mistake that she could not talk about with <i>him</i>, because it was about <i>him</i>... She portrayed a betrayal<i>.</i></div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-39866270054571341332011-05-27T14:09:00.000-07:002011-05-27T16:20:29.320-07:00Cowboy painting...<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
</div><div>"He does not love you" my mom told me once ".He would be here if he did"</div><div><br />
</div><div>I am lying in bed -his bed- and Im fighting myself not to look at the clock, but it´s 4:00 a.m. because he is not here and everytime he leaves after spending the night with me it´s 4:00 a.m.</div><div>Where does he go so early? Does he leave at the same time even when I am not here?</div><div>I turn my face and search for the scent of water and salt his hair left on the pillow, then I cry for that scent reminds me of the sea and of tears.<br />
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</div><div>It´s 6:00 a.m. and the sun is rising in the sky. The empty side of the bed is no longer warm and my tears are dry by now. </div><div>A beam of light slips through the blue window, he is not there and the only thing my tears allow me to see is his cowboy painting: cold and mocking -just like him- on his pale wall.</div><div><br />
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</div><div> <a href="http://bluebellbooks.blogspot.com/2011/05/short-story-slam-week-2.html">Short Story Slam</a> :)</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-59233732704519522702011-05-25T16:30:00.000-07:002011-05-25T16:38:02.497-07:00Two words<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
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</div><div>This is the second time I get this feeling: words travelling through my veins. They are accumulating on my fingertips trying to get out of my body, trying to capture my ideas on the paper, ideas that I am no capable to express.</div><div>So, today, I only have two words to say: I´m sorry...</div>Lu Annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03401035411828743675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5067236375066163875.post-85784613188570848592011-05-22T20:06:00.000-07:002011-05-25T16:38:48.000-07:00Untold.<div align="justify"></div><div><br />
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</div><div>Once again the rose in my hand shuddered, the petals bleed hot chocolate and the leaves cracked under my feet.</div><div><br />
</div><div>It was like having something you can´t control under control: imposible to avoid but avoiding it anyway. Is that even possible? I stopped asking myself that question a long time ago. </div><div><br />
</div><div>I write about chocolate, roses and leaves because I can´t allow myself to talk straight. I can´t change metaphores into concrete concepts, I don´t think I am strong enough, at least not today.</div><div><br />
</div><div>How horrible it is to own words, feelings and stories you can´t told! Why can´t they be told? They would be disastrous and harming for the ones we love... </div><div><br />
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Taking part in <a href="http://thursdaypoetsrallypoetry.blogspot.com/">Thursday Poet´s Rally</a></div><div><br />
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</div><div>Year: 2011</div><div><br />
</div><div>-You see, Dany -he said -, I´ve been stolen too many times in my life. I´ve lost my wallet, my suitcase, my food and even my shoes and nothing had ever pissed me off so much.</div><div><br />
</div><div>They were standing near the surprised crowd who was taking photographs of the hot air balloons. </div><div><br />
</div><div>-They are so colorful -he said again -. Seriously, I´ve never been so pissed off before! How could they do it Dany?</div><div><br />
</div><div>Dany, his dog, stared at him with eyes open wide and moved its tale in an anxious way.</div><div><br />
</div><div>-Dany! These people have stolen my idea! I created those submarines!I am Jacques Montgolfier! I wonder how will they take them to the ocean, Dany... </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;"><br />
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</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">The feeling that something`s wrong.</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Not knowing if it is your fault,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">if it could have been different or</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">if it means something else...</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Like holding a very fragile rose in your hand:</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Trembling because of the power we have over it:</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">easy to cut off, very hard to keep alive.</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Signals and signs, </div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">are we supposed to follow our hearts?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, 'Bitstream Charter', serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 24px;"><a href="http://promisingpoetscafe.wordpress.com/2011/05/07/164/">Promising poets poetry cafe</a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks a lot for the award :) I accept it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I´d like to nominate <a href="http://dsnake1.blogspot.com/">Dsnake</a></div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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