18th

"You keep on surprising me" I said to you as you held my hand.
We were there, together and just breathing. We needed nothing else but to know that we were next to each other and that our friendship was being blessed by God.

We stayed quiet for a long, long time... I felt the air playing around with my hair and I felt your presence next to me, then I thought as I looked at the trees around us that I was happy, probably happier than I had ever been before and I knew that it could not be more perfect than this: me on my 18th birthday at a beautiful place in a wonderful time of my life, eating delicious food, under an amazing sky, being near the Almighty God and sitting next to an extraordinary man...

Disappointment

Disappointment is the most common thing in life. 

They tell you to dream and it is ok. But sometimes dreams are not possible, you have to take that and go on trying to save the rest of your dreams -the ones that may still be possible.
I´ll be fine, nothing´s wrong. Please believe me.

Now you know...

I had a dream last night. I was in that place we both know so well and I was walking fast. Lots of people passing me by and walking on a different direction. I felt like I had been walking for days and days following something my heart needed for beating.
 Suddenly, I recognized your sweet smell and I raised my head to look out for you. There you were and you    had stopped. I started to walk towards you and just before I reached you, you started running.
 Only then I realized I had been following you since the beginning, it was you who I was chasing.
I turned my head and saw faces staring at me and I must confess I felt ashamed.
 "What am I doing" I said.I turned away and started walking... "I am not used to this"
When you were far enough, I stopped and cried out loud hoping you could hear me: "I observe, I don´t chase!"

"His message was brutal but the delivery was kind

Maybe if I get this down I'll get it off my mind

It serves to condition me and smoothen mi kinks

Despite my frustation for the way that he thinks..."

Amy Winehouse "You sent me flying/cherry"

Me against the world.

I was thinking of how many things I hate about the world, about people, about life.

I felt angry and discouraged, but then I realized that I can´t change the world, I can only change myself and that will be enough.

Sometimes I realize I don´t have thew slightest idea about anything...