Yesterday I learned more about myself.
When I have an emotional breakdown... specially when it catches me with my low guard I have some issues when it comes to handle small or big problems.
I get mad easily and my eyes water soon also... so when it comes down to a situation like the one that happened yesterday I explote.
Yes, I acted as an spoiled girl and I know I can not justify my behavior, but it helped me to understand something about me:
When I have an emotional breakdown I learn how to cope with it after one or two days, it just takes that time for my brain to figure out the right answer.
And then, I am not weak... but extremely vulnerable.
I have to change that, not because others tell me so, but because I want to change it... but saying it better, I need to control my emotional responses.
I am glad I notcied, because now on I will try to become the one I already am, but in an improved version.
(Thank you for understanding.
Sometimes a song can make you feel protected, so thank you)